and I meant to

I do not talk about it
because I think about it
all the time
and over milkshakes I told Emily
all of it
that I think about
and she was angry
for awhile
and yelled a lot of words that included "would you"
and "wouldn't you"
then looked out into the parking lot for
awhile
and I waited
then she turned back to me to say
I think you need to leave here
There's nothing for you
here.
and I don't know why
but I was glad.