Tuesday, December 9, 2008

I wonder what the next one's like

I'm trying to not let myself get too down. It's easy, isn't it, to be depressed. Things are really stressful with my roommate refusing to talk to me. Of course I don't want to perpetuate a fight. I never want to fight with anyone. I just want to compromise and resolve things. My finals are ending. Another hurdle. I get to look forward to a few weeks of work and solitude. I don't know if I welcome it. I've been drinking alot lately. I don't feel it.

I want to get lost in something. I'm so tired of thinking about my life. I keep self-reflecting and it's a hell of a thing. I haven't been able to write recently.

I want to go somewhere warm and soft. I want to go somewhere away away away. I hate it here. I hate it in Philadelphia. I hate it back home. I keep going going going.

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