Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I've seen better days but I don't care

I had the worst dreams last night. Ugh. The kind of dreams where I wanted to have someone there so I could go "wake up I'm fucking terrified". I don't think that would have been cool with Rachel.

I need to talk to Alex again. We need to talk. For a while.

I'm unnecessarily nervous about this interview today. I mean, I either get it or I don't. But it's somehow become more than that in my mind which is silly. I need to deep breath it.

After today and tomorrow I won't see some of my friends for a long long time. I'm trying to have fun with everyone but I feel like crying like a baby. Like baby Bill.

I need to clean up before I leave. I'm going to do that.

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